i hav selected a couple of methods one is the hellium hood method wich seems to be painless and sucsessfull and 2 is the bullet in the mouth do the best 2 aim for the brain stem so its just a matter of wich is easiest to carry out i own guns so that is a ready method but theres a party shop not far from were i live and they rent hellium tanks for a good price not that i care how much it costs i wont be needing money were im going i hope to sucssed in killing my self within the week the bad far outways the good and i hav no excitment for life eny more all my passions hav died and iv lost the women i loved more than enything it brings me peace to no that its almost over people say its selfish to kill ur self what about the people u leave behind and i do agree with that to a point but i beleave also that its selfish for others to want u to stay just so they wont feel hurt or guilty to all those people out there readingthis please no that i havent cum to this decision without carefull thought and planning i would advise eny one who has eny want at all to live to seek the help they need find what they want in life do what ever u ken b4 u get to this point b4 its to late we all must meet our end one day its just a matter of were when and how im just cutting out all the bullshit inbetween and getting to the curten call a bit sooner then others all i wanted was a chance to hold the women that i love one last time 2 live in that moment for eternity but life dosent always work out the way we want good luck every body all the best
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good i will be joining u too 🙂 guess we wont be lonely out there !!
im with ya friend 4 all we no theres a wonderfull exzistence waiting for as were we ke be happy if u dont mind me asking what are ur reasens for wanting 2 depart this shit world
Not sure if i’m allowed to write this but don’t shoot yourself through the mouth, highly probable you’ll only leave yourself brain damaged.http://malct32.blogspot.co.uk/2011/02/bullet-through-your-head-might-not-kill.html
thank u for ur concern and information much appreciated i think the hellium method is guna be the way 2 go again thank u
I won’t patronise you by saying it’s not the right thing to do because I don’t know your circumstances, so I’ll just say farewell my dear.
BTW Find a way to send me a message if there is something on the other side, i’m very intrigued to know!
well, life sucks i have to face that fact, its unfair in every single way so i wont insist that you shouldn’t do it, since you seem determined so for that I wish you good luck.
mb 1 of these days i shall join you, but for now ill be searching for something worth to live for…
I said the same thing in one of my most suicidal periods last fall and winter; it is selfish to kill myself but it is also selfish for those who want to keep me here despite my pain. I sort of changed my thinking when one of my best friends of 25 years killed herself 12/28/2011. It’s fucked up because that was my last day of intensive outpatient and while I had a drink at the pub less then a mile from her house, she has hanging in her basement.
My depression comes back and I want to join her sometimes in a better place but I think her dying may have saved my life because I can never do to my family and friends what her death bestowed on all of us.
I know what it is to rationalize death at my own hands. I know what it is to lose myself in desire of death. I know it is possible I may get trapped in that mindset and one day in a moment of desperation I may complete suicide. But today I have moments of depression breaks and laughter I wish Mindy held on to have these live moments with me. Just for today, I chose life.
im realy sorry to hear bout ur friend and ur pain this life is a strange thing for sum it is such a happy wonderfull eczistence then for others its a living hell im glad at the moment uf found the strength to live
hopfully my hell will be over very soon
i do hope ur friend found peace and is in a better place i hope i find that better place as well and wen i meet her i will tell her for u how u feel the women i adore the women i want with all my heart and soul is gone she left me and now is with sum one else i want nothing more than 2 die there has to be sumting better for us all the only peace i get from it is that she is happy and she deservs to be happy she is so bueatifull and i love her with all that i am but i no she wont be at my funeral and thats ok even in the next life if its possible i will continue to love her