i don’t have a lot of scars but i try to give myself more. i love my parents but they want me to kill myself sometimes. Yes, i am not perfect , I AM NOT THE PERFECT 15 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER YOU WANT! sorry for that newsflash. You make me want to hurt myself sometimes but when i hear people talking about you both i go crazy. i let my anger out on them. I have anger issues, mild depression, sometimes panic attacks , heart conditions, a leg problem, bullies, and more but i keep all this inside and try to tell nobody. i cry for hours and days but still i make sure nobody notices. It works most of the times. other times i deny everything. i want to leave sometimes. i just dont know what to do anymore…
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Do you ever talk to your parents about the way you are feeling?
There’s no point if I do. I’ve tried and it doesn’t work.
Then you have no1 that will listen to you ?
and besides, you shouldn’t worry about trying to be perfect, there is no such thing in this world, everyone has problems, some more serious others not so..life could be terrible right now, but it can improve, in my way of seeing you are very frustrated(seems so atleast), and that might be the main reason for your anger issues, panic attacks, health issues are never easy to deal with it, but you shouldn’t let it get to you. take your time, 1 thing at time, and dont worry about the rest untill then.
It would be nice if you had someone you could talk too, i think it would help quite a bit.
I am in a similar isue, i dont try to be perfect but it pisses me off when my parents expect me to be their not even remotely close to average let alone perfetct