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Nothing is wrong with you. People deal with stress differently. You need to find something that can parallel the relief you get from cutting. Cutting releases endorphins in the brain bringing a calming opiate like feeling to the body. I know this because I love pain during sex, I was also a former drug addict. Because of my experiences I have found ways to get past the pain without hurting myself. The most efficient way of getting through the tough thoughts and clearing your mind is running. Running does two key things for myself. First off, it allows me to focus on movement, and as you focus on movement it clears your mind entirely. Secondly, it creates endorphins in the brain similar to cutting, which is commonly referred to as a runners high. Runners high is amazingly cathartic and, instead of leaving you with scarring and self conscious worry, you are left with elation and a relaxing feeling.

It will only benefit you to try.