Up untill 2008 life was going great. 21 living life at the full and with a good idea of what I wanted to do.
May 2008, My Grandad died suddenly and then from September I went to Uni in Newcastle but failed in May 2009. Since then my life has taken for the worst. Got asthma that effects me especially in the cold weather that makes me hard to breath a lot of the time. I am now failing at another university in the South East England and now being 25 it is hard to find a job with these reccesson that the uk is  in
I have been thinking about suicide everyday since mid 2010. Looking at suicide websites and finding a few chatrooms to find a partner albeit not found someone held down yet. been having a look at different methods to see what is right. Been looking at quick deaths like jumping and going in front of lorries on motorways or high speed trains.
This might come to an end soon as i might have someone but i will keep you all informed