I have an awful lot of hope placed on tomorrows’ appointment!!!!!!
I tried my best to come up with as much info for the resume writing ‘cuz all my papers are in T.O.
I am literally exhausted right at this moment thinking about getting up in the morning and going to that appointment
..but I need to do this for me…I will do this for me…
I told my daughter about the appt. she is pleased for me…she knows not of my depression 🙁
I told my recent friend about the appt. he is happy for me…he knows about my depression 🙁
If they can’t help me accomplish this then I will have to “fudge” one on my own and just wing it to get a job on my own, cuz the alternative is quite scary……………
……and get this, the line for the health intake worker was not manned at any time that I called them today..left messagges….more phone tag…. so if Monday’s are the only day they take in calls for their “intake” for people who are severely depressed like me, then obviously I have to wait til next Monday and frankly it may be too late if tomorrow does not go well…… how do I buy myself more time??????? running out of solutions here…….:(
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Hopefully you’ll be able to make it in tomorrow, but even if you do end up having to wait it’s just another week. You’ve made it this far, keep using that list of coping methods you wrote. If you do end up going i wish you good luck, and hope that it relieves some of your stress.