I am so sad and confused; I’m engaged to marry someone that I don’t know if I truly love -it’s terrible. I hate my life; when is this going to get better for me? Everyday, I’m so exhausted having to pretend that I’m ok when I’m not – that alittle part of me dies… I’m not happy but am worried that if I leave, my life will be terrible – I don’t know what I’m doing anymore… I don’t know what I want or what to do –
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Then dont act like your okay make them see that your torn and hurt inside im sorry that you have to get engaged to someone you dont know can you change their minds?
Don’t fake! I’ve done that for as long as I remember, and it doesn’t help. If you are quiet, people will think you are fine. You should be able to express your emotions. It might be hard to know how to express your feelings, but it’s worth a try.