No one cares and those who do i dont want them to becuase i willonly just end up hurting them, People have been saying tome that im a real andi should just die.Maybe there right? theres nothing left for me in thuis world.
two days ago i fell down the stairs i can now barley move as my neck and back killsme. the sad thing is that i KNOW i derserve it, i am repilsedwith the things i do and ii know i shouldnt be aroudn t all.
i really need help, but my family dont understand,neither do my frineds i hang around with, they think i’mover dramatic, and a ***** at the times when im stressed, they dont know how hard it is though, i know theres a lot of people with worse lives than me but i don’t know how much more of this i can do, i dont see the point in living anymore, ive tried sohard but now each time i try and do something good it feels like a a knife in my heart, likeim being draggeddown into nothing, were no one can here me secream or cry.
i started cutting again, its helps a bit but not enough, i want tocut deeper but i know i cant becuase then its a risk,i want ot die but then i dont wantot hurt the only ones that care for me.
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MissCMF,
stop feeling so…………. down things aren’t that bad and niether are you 🙂
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