i think im going mad wtf do i do

and heres my reson to day at school the last lesion was dramer after the school day had finisht me and my g.c.s.e. grop stade behind to perfet are pees but on the fienel seen i frees in the midel of a line its like iv lost the power of spech for 10 mind numing secionds i stand ther trying to speek then i start agen like iv held my breth and im exhaeling rely fast then all the guys who are wondring wtf is going on start having a go at me i try to defend my self but im speeking jibrish that made them more mad with me and one pushis me to the grownd i dont know what the fuck im doing so after a bit and i have regande the power of spech i try to explane what happunt but that keep leting out at me aftar a wile i get fed up head but a wall (more blood fan fucking tastic) and storm out wher my i find my dad is going rownd the house with some 2 by 4 hiting things am i going mad or is it cos of the new meds? help me plese