i’m sorry about what you all are going through. i’ve had a horrible uncurable mental illness for years.  my life has been pretty cruel. i was subjected to a hate crime that was pretty  much endless. i was happy once but i cannot find it again. my illness is very very cruel, l live with it everyday.  its very painful and hurts me very badly and i also believe i’m going to hell when i die. i’m not a religious person but this world was very harmful. we should believe that life was not supposed to be so HARMFUL to people but it was. i don’t believe in anything anymore. i had all these dreams and delusions. i am forced  to believe that there is true evil in this world and i have seen it face to face and now it is killing me and i am dying. THEY HATE ME. i don’t know, i cannot describe my outrage. my illness is never healed though i take my meds every day. I KNOW FOR A FACT GOD HATES MY GUTS. i don’t know how to take my own life. whenever i use the word love or hope or beauty or dream i get hit and punched and nearly beaten to death. the christian hell will hurt a lot. it is full of hatred. gb.
bharati
a worthless ugly clairovoyant hindu
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You matter and there is always hope.