i hate this .

my mom is always yelling at me , acting like im stupid ,and that i dont ever know what im talking about . and when i try to talk to her or make a conversation all she does is ignore me . she talks about me to her friends , and my family , and not in good ways . i havent cut or done anything to harm myself . but i dont want it to happen , so i wanna get this out . i hate my life . i live with my mom and step dad , he has money , and thats why my mom stays with him . and everytime we fight she just tells me to move to my dads . and i would , excepr my dad barely has enough to support his wife and my step brother .. and i would have to share a room with a 12 year old boy . so i decide to stay here . and i dont know what do because im constantly crying everyday ! help me …