- Abusive, emotional, roller coaster relationship ends after 4 years.
- Wonder how it lasted so long? When we weren’t cussing each other out, we were great.
- Reason why it ended was because I cheated. Nothing can describe how much guilt, regret, and sorrow i feel on a daily basis. (November)
- Since then, I’ve been there for her in every way, I’ve showed her a complete change in every aspect of my personality.
- Most people might question her still dealing with me, but its more than luck, I’ve earned it.
- We’ve planned a suicide together and aimed for this year but now it seems to be put on a halt.
- She’s told me she doesn’t want a relationship together which is understandable but its hard for me. she’s my best friend, my everything – i took her for granted
- Part of me wants to let go to prevent more pain and false hope and part of me remains hopeful.
- I feel stuck — to top it off she recently lost a family member and so I want to remain close during this time.
- But when I’m alone i think about us and it hurts.
- I’m venting but am open to suggestions and advice.
- San Francisco
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So you were plan in to off yourself’s.? Ooooh! Uuuuff. Relationship’s. Take the time out. alone can be ok. Free to be you. Want a suggestion.? Don’t off your self ubless you got a terminallyl diseases.
how do i move on from the person that means everything?
i suffer from anxiety and depression and its hard to be alone.
i work and school full time.
Just walk. One step. The person who meant the world to you.? ( •Abusive, emotional, roller coaster) your word’s. You abuse her.? Or you abused each other.? Now you learn’t any thing.? You find love again older hope wizer.