Have you tried every option in the book that never worked and are now planning your suicide? Before you even try to kill yourself, I want you to do a small task for me. I want you to go to the most peaceful and beautiful place you know that it is close to you (say.. the beach, the sun gleaming on the forest, a beautiful park)Â Go there, and just sit and notice the beauty around you. Don’t think, don’t cut. Just close your eyes, your mind, your hurt. Listen around you and relax. Do this whenever life gets to you. I don’t know if this works, but just try. I can understand that the pain seems to hard to handle, and your life can really seem to crash down, but the key is to find something that lets you escape from reality, before you give a try at sucide. It might just even help you get through life, im not sure. Best of luck 🙂
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I really like this. What if you live far away from your favorite place? What else can you do?
I’ve been doing this for a while. It’s an escape at best — it doesn’t change anything. At least it makes people think I’m doing better than I really am.
“Climb the mountains and get their good tidings. Nature’s peace will flow into you as sunshine flows into trees. The winds will blow their own freshness into you… while cares will drop off like autumn leaves.”
“I only went out for a walk and finally concluded to stay out till sundown, for going out, I found, was really going in.”
~ John Muir
A walk to the library yesterday – it was as if nature was giving me a great big smile; I smiled back — nice post 🙂
I guess you could go to your favourite place as much as possible. But if you can’t make it there, just go outside instead- even if its the ugliest place ever. Close your eyes and think of that place while listening to your surroundings. I’m not some meditating professional or whatever, just something I randomly came up with.
Yes. it is more of an escape than a change. I think ‘you’re in charge of your life’ thing is bullshit. Not when you have barely any strength to change. Bullying can possibly be stopped, but it’s not guaranteed. Child abuse can be stopped, but it’s not guaranteed. This excercise is more to calm yourself and your mind.
I’m not trying to bash your post at all so you know.
Didn’t think you were 0_=