I’ve been on a slippery slope for months.
I have a health problem that has driven me demented, lLiterally have not been able to relax or think straight for so long now and there is nothing anyone can do to take away this mental anguish.
I feel close to the edge. I have a beautiful Family and Friends and had a fantastic life before the onset of this ailment but now I feel the day is coming where I can’t carry on.
I am so ashamed to do this to the ones I love, but I’ve reached a point where I am beyond coping, my lust for life has died and I am going slowly crazy.
I emplore all of you with no health issues to think again about ending it. I KNOW how it feels because I am feeling it now, but if it’s not a physical health problem it can change.
I’m here to say I love you, as an annonymous person, to other struggling annonymous people.
See you on the otherside Xxx
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I have mental health problems, have had them for a decade, and every night before I go to bed, I pray for something to take me.
Please don’t belittle mental health problems. Physical health problems are for pussies.
I wasn’t belittling mental health problems my friend, sorry if it came across that way.
Physical health problems can lead to mental health problems…hence my state of mind x
I can relate. I feel like I have Alzheimer’s or something like in my early twenties. I NEED to die.
Ok, sorry. My bad.
I can relate to the health issues. I started with an anxiety disorder about 1.5 years ago. If that was my only issue I wouldn’t be on this site. But since then, I’ve developed lumbar disc problems along with sciatica in my left leg. Arthritis in my back and left shoulder. Tendonitis in my Achilles tendons and heels. All of which have really idled me physically and made my anxiety worse and made me depressed. I don’t see much hope for improvement as these types of issues run in the family. I don’t want to dope myself up with pills and meds. So if the pain gets worse I have one option… we know what that is. It may happen soon.