I’ve got a loaded gun in hand, oh how I want the courage to pull the trigger, you have no idea (maybe you do, you’re here on S/P)
We eat crap food, smoke, drink, do risky crazy stuff that is all against our Survival Instinct, but that is easy. I guess killing our self slowly is OK.
I’m going to cook some bacon, have a Pepsi, a smoke, a red bull, Doritos, Vodka and a donut. That should do it.
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being drunk.. maybe
I’m sure it’s like anything else that a person is afraid of..
just need that second of not thinking.. then jump into traffic..
after saying f*** it with enough emotion, you can stop caring for that small window of time..
but I’m not saying you should be this..
but yeah, I’m thought that too.. we kill ourselves slowly everyday without even
purposely trying for suicide..
haha I’ve thought that too* i meant to say
Hey ctb, before you pull the trigger, if you haven’t already, let’s chat. I think we have a lot in common in the way we see the world. I don’t have the guts to buy a gun, let alone pull the trigger. But not a day goes by that I don’t wish I did have the guts. Even just holding a loaded weapon must be empowering.
Btw, you’re so right about killing ourselves slowly (the societally accepted method of suicide). A few years ago I cut all the crap out of my diet and ate only raw fruits & veggies. It made a world of difference. but Lately I’ve realized how hypocritical that is, so I’m back to the donuts myself. Pathetic aren’t I? Anyway, for selfish reasons I hope you don’t pull the trigger. One less person in the universe to commiserate with :/