I used to feed these cats across the street. I got them spayed and neutered. I fed them for 10 years and the man took the key away. Now the cats are starving. They are known as feral. They do not know how to hunt. I am sad for them trying to help them. I will someway. I am sad and scared. I am scared all the time. Im not sure why I am so scared all the time. Maybe it is my father who used to hit me all the time when I was a child and then took my voice away so I would not tell that he was sexually abusing me. He has been dead for 35 years. I am sad about the ones who bullied me. Its like they are saying please commit suicide we want you to. Why do they want me dead I do not understand. What did I do that they all want me to die?
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Not everyone in the world is out to get you. Some people were damaged like you were damaged, but they took their pain out on you where you keep it locked up inside. I am so sorry your suffering. Maybe saving those cats might just save a piece of your soul that was trapped deep down by all the abuse.
I hope you feel well soon flowers.