dont know how to start this so here we go:
(sory for spelling/grammar. english isnt my best language)
IM tired of living. dont know what to do anymore
it just feels like i shouldnt exist.
nobody likes me.
it feels like im a burden to my family.
i cant do fucking anything right
im a failure
(do have a couple of friends i met trough WOW. but havent met them IRL)
every night i pray to god(if he exist) that i dont want to wake up anymore as its pointless  why cant i feel happy? why cant i have friends? why cant i have a girlfriend?  why cant i simply wake up in the morning and not feel like a useless crap  seriously thinking about ending it.  Â
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Your english is fine… if anybody comments on grammar on this site, they need to get their priorities fixed.
You asked a few “Why” questions… so I guess I’ll ask you to answer them. Sometimes understanding the problem can help fix it.
You listed a girlfriend… and lots of us, including me, always worry about having a special someone. What I’ve learned over the past year when my own days were dark is that having a girlfriend wasn’t as important as I thought.
If I’m miserable… and I can barely wake up… and my work is suffering… and nothing is going right… the relationship could be a disaster. Maybe it’s better to wait until things are going right.
Welcome to SP… Lots of good people here.