I don’t know what to do anymore. I was getting better, but it all just got ruined. I’m not sure that I want to move back home now. There won’t really be anyone waiting for me there. I’m just so confused. I don’t want to cry anymore and I don’t want to feel so inferior. I know, someone can only make you feel inferior if you let them. That’s easier said than done though. I just wish I could end it all, but every. single. fucking. attempt. Has failed.
I just can’t stand this anymore. I don’t know what to do with myself. I can’t very well move back in with my friend and I don’t know about going home.
I’m just so lost, and I feel like shit. My health is going down again too. I stopped abusing my shit and stopped drinking, but I’m not getting any better. My stomach and lungs are just hateful.
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Why do you have to move, and what are you sick with?
Ditto here…on the moving and not knowing what the fuck to do..
Hm ive never done drugs maybe it’d be a fun way to die.