Rang up the local mental illness house today, inquired about returning to my counselling.
Its been a good 6-7 months since i last has counselling. Thought i was cured and all that.
Guess it is just another loop back around to the start… Curious to what everyone else suffers from?
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Pain
How ironic and synchronistic; i was just having an epiphany about loops and paradoxes and recursion.
Recursion is an ironically recurring theme in my thoughts… and i’m pretty sure it is the answer to almost everything; or at least a viable approach to most difficult problems. To break out of a paradox, one must simply make a choice, and begin… but it has to be a choice that begins a positive feedback loop that overrides what creates and sustains the paradox. Obviously that’s not always possible…
Bah, i know this won’t really make sense to most people.
I suffer from being born
@Clevername Makes perfect sense to me; that’s my problem, too. The trouble is when one makes a forward move but is undermined by those in their immediate vicinity. *sigh*
Suffer from a half overactive and half lazy brain would change but fuck it, im too lazy
fucked up ppl and the fact that im still here…….
when i read loop,the first thing in my mind was,rope loop.well lol
You got to loop de loop and pull, now your shoes are looking cool.
cool for you?it is better to die in fire than look cool to you,you know.reading that feels like,when a monkey said to you i love you.that is what you are to me.
@clever that made the utmost of sense to me… <–does that sentence make sense?
I was there when my ex first took acid and all he kept talking about were "the circles" and how everything's a cycle, and I get what he was saying now…I don't get acid trips, never been on one myself. But describing life as a circle and a cycle makes sense to me now.
@Pain LOL that made me laugh. and then it made me 🙁 but it was funny at least, tho it is sadly true to you.
@Joinel chill my friend, JSReynolds seems to just be making a fun little relation to tying shoes. No one's trying to look cool to anyone here (how can we, we're on a suicide site) lol but your insults sometimes are really funny, idk where you come up with this stuff
@RealTalk30 I feel your pain, i seriously do.
@clevername & @persephone You speak wise words, well the ones i understand 😉
@PainNLife 🙁 i hate seeing people say that. Hold on in there ♥
@Procel i think im similar to you, always think its axiety or depression holding me back from leaving my room, but majority of the time its just laziness!
@joinel i didnt mean it in that way 🙁 but the fact you would think that makes me want to help?
-im all just an email away… wouldnt mind the company of emails.
naomirogers1996@yahoo.co.uk