a girl i know who started dating my last boyfriend whilst we were still dating, has begun flirting with my current boyfriend. i feel like she is trying to make me kill myself. she is like going on his ask and sending him kissy faces and she stole his jacket, and urgh. she knows all the shit that i go through and she knows i self harm, and she continues to make my life hell. urgh and i feel like a nasty jealous girlfriend, and i trust him kind of but i dont know im just so pissed of, good thing im going to die soon : ).
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I really don’t want to sound condescending, but is that really worth killing yourself over?
Would you really kill yourself in the hopes of making your ex upset?
Your life is worth so much more.
I’m guessing you’re young too.
Don’t get me wrong, there might be more problems that you’re facing but this particular problem is not worth hurting yourself over.
this is not why im going to kill myself, i am young. i am niognosed with bulimia, anxiety, and cronic depression. i am never going to be happy. thanks for you concern but i dont know. life.
She’s a psycho who is doing this on purpose to hurt you. Ugh. I can’t understand these people.
I’m sorry you have to deal with this. Don’t kill yourself over some drama queen. Hopefully she’ll get bored and leave you and your boyfriend alone soon.
im not killing myself because of her, i am killing myself because i desperately want happiness.
Here is the connection between self harm and murder clearly shown. The rage of self hatred is quickly transferred onto another who becomes the object of the hate. When that is acted upon and the realization that there are heavy consequences, then it seems almost surprising that one has harmed one’s self. It shows up as, “I didn’t know what I was doing.”
Such is the blindness of the one who will not look, unafraid, upon the hatred within. In fear, the hatred must be projected out on a cruel world that attacks and loves them not at all. But in fearlessness, the hatred is seen for all its childishness. A mistake that is easily corrected. Indeed, looking at it without fear is the correction, because the fear, itself, is all the mistake ever was.
So, the drama plays out. When the hero or heroine is willing to change their point of view, the plot changes and the resolution to the conflict comes into view.
Big mistake, Tia. Reconsider.
G.W.
i am kind of confused by what you wrote. but okay, im not planning on murdering any one to be clear. i dont actually hate her, this was a rant, hence the rant section.
slap her on the face.face your enemies before it is too late.
thanks for the advice <3
Were you diagnosed or self-diagnosed?
i was diagnosed by 3 different doctors.
How old are you?
If you want happiness, you won’t achieve that if you kill yourself, because you won’t be conscious to experience it.
Everybody wants happiness. Everyone has chances to experience it, so, don’t let this stuff get you down, and focus on what is positive in your life. If you would like things about your life to change, then you can try changing it. Like somehow getting this girl to leave you and your bf alone.