Life is so fragile. But it’s painful when someone you love gives it up. That what my dad did when I was only 3. And I hate him for it. I’m not trying to sound bratty but he abandoned me, he never loved me. People always think that I can just tough it out, well they don’t know how painful it is either. I just found out this knews when I was 14. And I just don’t know what to do anymore. Why did it have to be my dad?. Why didn’t he love? Why? I don’t know what to do with myself. No one knows the neverending pain that sorrounds me and the worst thing is that this is literally a scar that I can’t remove. My dad wrecked me. What am I supposed to do now knowing I never got love from my own father.
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horrible to lose your dad, i lost mine just 8 years ago, not to suicide, but sickness. Its not easy, I know. You can never replace your dad, but life will give you good things in the future. Have hope. What about your mom? You are young and will encounter love in life, be sure of that.
It’s rough, but the fact is he was imperfect and could not do what you wanted him to do. It wasn’t in him. Knowing that he could not do it, let him go.
How do I let go?
I’m sorry for your situation can I ask you would you be in better shape if your dad left you a letter just for you how you feel is my worst fear of me leavening I just want to know if it would have been easier
He did leave me a letter actually. My mom read it to me at a young age though. I can barely remeber it.