Depressed after being forced to have sex

I am 24 years old, from an Asian country. The culture of my country is very conservative. i was educated to keep my virginity before marriage. In my place, girls losing it before marriage for any reasons are considered as bad and cheap girls. However, i was not aware of it much, because i hadn’t had any boyfriend in real in my life. I just kept learning and learning, ignored anything outside, didn’t know any trap toward girls. That’s why i had no dating until i’m 24. That was also a nightmare of my life.
Few months ago, I had the chance to work far from my family, for the first time in my life. Everything was very new for me. It was not good work when everybody treated me badly. They were very cold and used me as a slave. I worked in 12 hours/day, and had only 1 day off per month. Suddenly, there was 1 coworker; he treated me very well and cared me so much. That was also the first time i fell in love for a guy. I was too happy and forgot to be careful with guys. That day, I hung out with him. He invited me to drink beer, also the first time of my life. I was so naive to think that i would be safe to be with him and he would care me much. Then i was drunk little and was taken to a hotel. Suddenly, he told me that he liked me very much and it was also the reason he hung out with me. I was so happy to be in his arms, then he attacked me as a beast on bed. It was very terrible feeling because i remember it exactly until now. The first time i was very close with a guy. He wanted to have sex with me and penetrate me. Even i loved him much this time, i tried to stop him and avoid his penetration. He couldn’t enter me because this is my first time; it was not easy for him and i don’t know if i still remain my virginity. In spite of this, it was my ashamed feeling when i lose the virginity in my heart.
After that night, i thought i was lucky to be self-control and stop his dirty action. However, people around me begin to consider me as a prostitute. They laugh at me as a cheap girl. Maybe, that guy made this rumor but the worse thing happened when that guy hides himself because he has very big debt. All the creditors use me as a target to joke. I can’t prove that i avoided to have sex with him so I have to suffer the bad rumors. Until now, the rumors are spread to my parents. They are very ashamed for me. I had to leave my job and hide myself to avoid the laugh of everybody. I live on my parents’ care and am jobless for few months. I’m really an undutiful girl.
Every night, i face with the nightmare of being used as a sex toy for that guy. I never forget it and it makes me depressed so much. On day, i face with people’s contempt. I try to face by myself but i feel more painful because of the suffering of my parents. I love them so much, i don’t want to make them disappointed like this way. I don’t know if i still have my own value but in my society, I become a cheap girl in everybody’s eyes. What can i do to escape this life?