I really dont feel like i have a place in this world.. i was born to die young.. I just know it. I always think of myself and i cant do anything righ, i cant help people in any way.. I always push people away from me its pretty bad.. I just really dont have a talent. Im not smart. I cant write stories i cant sing i cant cheer anymore i messed my knee up. i cant help people out. i just cant do anything right. I dont want anybody to pity me thats the last thing i want.. if anybody watched the twilight saga.. Well breaking dawn part 2 where the fight is happening that one old guy knows it time so he just put his arms out there and he says finally.. that would so be me… Life sucks sorry.
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Think about it, you haven’t found your place yet. You have to keep searching regardless of whether you feel it or not. Not only will it feel right when you do find your place/purpose in life, you will actually “feel” again. Before you go and help anyone else, you need to help yourself. Maybe you do push others away, but its the ones that will come back to you even after you push them away that really care. A game if tug-o-war is okay now and then, but you do not want to fall over, if you get what I’m saying.
Well, you’re no fool so I will not pity you, but I do hope you will continue the search for a place in this world before finding one in the next.
hey… the core of your post is that youre extremely hurt about not being a cheerleader… i just want you to know that everyone is smart, that means you. most people specialize their smarts because not everyone is an astronaut. You have other talents, and some that you havent practiced on yet.
give yourself time to see what good things you can and should do . most of all, involve yourself in what makes you happy. for example if you also like music you can and should learn to sing and/or play an instrumrent… you have a lot of things youre good at, you just feel too bad right now to realize it.
you will be okay