I just need a break. I so long for relief. The diagnoses just continue to pile up. Anorexia, Bulimia, Bipolar Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Schizophrenia, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Â Getting up the simple will to live is an exhausting task. The mood swings, the voices, the weight gain they’re forcing me to have, the constant abandonment of friends and family. They think they have it hard dealing with me. They have no clue. They don’t see my pain, only theirs. I feel given up on. I’ve given up on myself. I don’t want to die, but I just know that I can’t be saved.
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If feel the same way I have the same diagnosis minus the anorexia and bulimia.
My sister suffered through that and she’s here today , not like she used to be but okay. If you ever need to talk vent anything come talk to me. I don’t care when it is I’ll be there. You can be saved I know that you don’t I don’t believe in it myself but I know it’s possible.
I’m not gonna tell you to stop anything your doing cause that’s you’re way of doing things, I’m not gonna tell you it’s wrong either cause is went through those short stages. In the end things should turn out good, if they don’t, it’s not the end.