I overdosed last night. I thought that I would go peacefully in my sleep, but I woke up with stomach pains, a head ache, and I was vomiting. This all lasted a good three hours before the the worst of ended and I could go back to sleep. I wish that I didn’t wake up, but I know one thing if overdosing is like that I am not going to do it again. I just cannot find the strength to continue, I want to sit in bed all day and sleep. I just do not understand the point of life, we fight to live so we can die another day. Death is inevitable it will happen to all of us, so why fight it?
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What did you take? (Obviously, no N)
2,000mg of 5htp. You are not suppose to take more than 200mg in one day. But it is a pill that is considered a mood enhancer, so I thought it would be a nice irony to die of “happy”. I also took two pills of St Johns Wart which is also a mood enhancer, and you are not suppose to take 5htp and SJW together.
The fact that you attempted is pretty serious. Nobody understands the point to living. All the gurus, priests, pope and so called enlightened beings don’t really have a clue to what this life is all about. Oh, they’ll spew this theory and that theory and make it sound all so lovely, but when push comes to shove they don’t know spit. What I do know is you downed a bottle of pills in a serious attempt. I hope you can find some help, someone to talk with about this.
Overdosing medication is a bad idea :(. Unless you are using N(most overdosing methods require antiemetic along with it) or KCM.(most certain death) hope you feel better now… you are not alone…