I have so much fucking homework and why is that? Because I procrastinate, I just don’t feel motivated at all to do my homework, I prefer to sleep or just do nothing. How stupid of me?? I should use my time better. when the due dates get close, I even hesitate to do it, I wait until the last very minute. and even then I have no motivation whatsoever.
I should be doing my homework right now, but I still got some time.
since I found this site I feel a little better because now I know for sure Im not the only one out there depressed with suicidal thoughts 24/7.
At this moment I am feeling down and instead of cutting myself I have come on here to stop the thoughts for just a moment. I just need to express my feeling and thoughts
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you are literally describing my entire life right now. the way I see it, it’s going to get better someday and then I might actually be able to do like a scrap of homework. until then i’ll just keep writing essays and studying entire units at 2 in the morning. good job not cutting btw!
I have the small suspicion I might be pregnant. I really hope im not because that would mean I would have to talk again to the asshole I was sleeping with. So I think homework is the least of my worries at the moment but I still have to get it done
you and me have the same thing in common. we both procrastinate and now we don’t know what to do. this may seem crazy but if your school has an awesome pyschologist, then go talk to her. even if it’s just talking about how you were when you were little, you will be surprised at how much better you feel. i did, and even though i still have a lot of homework to do, i feel better knowing that there’s somebody who’s like a friend to me.
I was going to leave a comment, but I think I’ll do it later.