It’s been almost 2 weeks since I stopped cutting, I was not that bad when I stopped that’s why I did, but I don’t think I’ve ever had this huge need to cut like I have right now, it’s getting really tough…I’m not sure I can continue like this, maybe I should continue doing it, nothing seems to care, I don’t even care so…
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@agelki. I can understand how you’re feeling right now. A few months ago I had that same urge. Things were rough….my boyfriend at the time had been caught doing horrible things. And I wanted to blame myself. I felt lower than low. To a point I hadn’t been at for nearly six years. I know times can be rough. And that it seems like you may never get to that happy plane. But there are more reasons to not do it. Look at how long you have been without doing it. That’s something you should be proud of. You are so much more valuable than that. If you need to talk, or just let off steam talk to me. Thru email wickedwonderland@yahoo.com or you can even text straight thru to my phone. 423-438-7405. You won’t be bothering me..stay strong…..
It’s those endorphins! Cut, inject, even scratch deep enough, and you get that little rush, but then what? it subsides. You need to tend to the wound and conceal it. This isn’t an endorsement, but i think I get it.
@sweetmeditation. I’ve sent you an email, thanks for everything 🙂
How your feeling these days agelki? May I ask what caused your depression?
I think I won’t do it again, at least not now…
I’ve been feeling bad lately but i don’t have that need to cut as much as i did, i haven’t done it for almost a month now, so i guess that’s good. How are you?