So friendship is something we all have and go through the laughs the vets the betrayal. So why is it that me being an idiot doesn’t want to get close Im afraid of getting betrayed and hurt. OS that just me when I’m in a friendship or do you guys and girls have it too. I don’t want to feel like I’m the only one who pushes people away when they try and get near to you.
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Sammie Motionless,
No, it is not just you. In fact, when you ask something in an ‘is it just/only me’ matter, you will not at any time be peerless in the matter.
This one is a particularly relevant to myself. I’ve had friendships in the past, that wore off, rather then breaking apart. However, the position I am in right now, it scares me a lot to get close to somebody. To even *stay* close to somebody. Of course, that is in fear of *them* being hurt by *me*. The position I am in I am very paranoid and depressed, I am afraid of bringing others down with that. And a lot of times [this probably does not relate to you] I imagine myself on the outside looking at myself, and honestly, I wouldn’t want to be friends with me either. If I can, I push everyone away that I can. Some people, I’ve just noticed are not . . . pushable.
Anyways, good luck with everything 🙂
o thanks thats true what your saying
Hi Samantha. It’s not just you. I am pretty much the same… After a whole list of persons that have disappointed me and others that I have disappointed, I grew afraid to get close to other. Afraid that they will eventually hurt me, or that I will hurt them, which in return hurts back a hundred times worse. So you’re not alone. 🙂 Anyways, how are you Samantha?
good n u
I have a weird loyal issue. Sister drown young now i feel like i betray here by having relationship with other family members. i started alienating everyone in. my life for reason or not. now there’s no one left
ah so your somewhat like me