whats the point anymore??

when that feeling of when your 14 years old and your mother speaks about you to everyone but in the most hatered way as if shes helping saying that it would be better if i was back in care well ya know what mother why the fuck did you allow me back in your house when you know im different then the others in our family when i need your support but you just tell your friends and family im incampable of even looking after my self, so what i have a boyfriend and i dont wanna stay on this shitty holiday because your always saying this and that and being horrible, and then you get all upset when i tell you how i feel well this is it you choose mother because im not waiting for your ‘sorry’s’ i just want to live my live and if that means going into a hostle then so be im not gonna be here from now on.