It’s not the first time
My family has caused these thoughts
The thoughts of jumping
They wouldn’t care
They don’t care
They never did
They never will
They’ll never love
They’ll never care
Regardless of what people say
My family doesn’t love me
They glare at me
Wish I was better
I’m not good enough for them
I have the wrong taste in music
Disgusting fashion style
The way I think is awful
All they ever wanted was a perfect daughter
They got my sister
But then the mistake came
Me
And now they can’t live with me
So they hurt me
Glare at me
Scream at me
Offend me while defending her
“My sister”
The abusive one
The one that never gets in trouble
Never gets yelled at
Never gets hit
Never gets the feeling of regret
At this point
I want to die
Because of them
Because of my family