I just want to die, I’ve got a plan and found a good spot to carry it out, I just want someone to accept and respect my decision to want to die because then I can go as a free spirit
I just know that I’m better off being dead but everyone around me want’s me to stay alive and I’m just worried that if I do die that they will all blame my ex girlfriend. She hasn’t even done anything wrong and I care about her and love her so much, it was all my fault why we split up.
I just want to die now because this is the straw that broke the camels back
well get on another camel
and find another girl thats better than the one u had cuz it just wasnt meant to be
i am sorry that yall broke up but theres a better person out there for u
because I thought it was the right thing to do at the time to go our separate ways but recently found out how she feels and its just filled me with even more regret and I jsut want her back
I’ll listen to you if you want to talk. I haven’t logged on really often on here like I used to though. Not everyday and leave it up all day when I’m home from school. But yeah, if you need someone to talk to, I’m willing to talk to you and listen.
a_bartlett, I’m sorry, but you can’t blame yourself for the loss of a relationship, people change, mistakes are made, there’s two sides to one coin my friend. Finding someone else is the best way to cope, and even if you think she’s your one true love, an open heart and open mind will prove that to be false
The truth is all of this has happened in order for you to take stock of your life….It’s like you’re on the sidelines of your life taking a look at how you played.
It’s now time to take that information and transform things into a new direction. That’s what happens when we judge things, we lose the golden opportunity of viewing things just as they are and then understanding we don’t have to keep making the choices that got us into that hole in the 1st place. Are you going to keep kicking yourself or kick yourself back into captaining your own ship again. Takes courage….it seems like this huge thing in your own mind, but it in the grand scheme of things (not trying to belittle your situation) it’s a couple weeks of making choices that are in service of you mentally, physically and Spiritually. You need to choose. Going over the same drama won’t do anything for you. Just take it easy, relax….things work themselves out when you allow them to. Good luck.
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I’ll listen.
I just want to die, I’ve got a plan and found a good spot to carry it out, I just want someone to accept and respect my decision to want to die because then I can go as a free spirit
I’ll listen, can’t guarantee i can help but i’m a great listener
Alright. I will accept it and respect it, as I’m not far behind you m’love
Justathought;
Are you british?
I’m all ears.
And so are all the others on this site. Maybe they’re not online right now. I don’t know. But you will be heard eventually.
So, what’s your story?
(I guess might as well read some earlier posts from you…)
yeah if you give them a read you’ll know where I’m at with this situation
i am here to talk
btw razor wire u have a post
I just know that I’m better off being dead but everyone around me want’s me to stay alive and I’m just worried that if I do die that they will all blame my ex girlfriend. She hasn’t even done anything wrong and I care about her and love her so much, it was all my fault why we split up.
I just want to die now because this is the straw that broke the camels back
well get on another camel
and find another girl thats better than the one u had cuz it just wasnt meant to be
i am sorry that yall broke up but theres a better person out there for u
There isn’t man, no one knows me like she does, I’ve told her everything that has happened in my life
i know that feeling but u can tell another girl all about u. there are ppl that know me so well it but it just wont work out.
and i am a girl btw lol
I dont want to though, she knows everything and I genuinely love her it would be so much better if I was dead
no it wouldnt
then try and get back with her
You seem pretty desperate. But I still don’t understand what has happened to you.
Why did you break up?
because I thought it was the right thing to do at the time to go our separate ways but recently found out how she feels and its just filled me with even more regret and I jsut want her back
well ask her back out
She wont have it anymore she hates me and thinks i’m full of shit so I can’t
u can try
so ur saying she hates u
yeah I’m pretty sure she hates my guts
a_bartlett, no I’m not british, but people think I am alot xD
well try and make it up to her
yeah its the words you use!
I don’t know where to start
start with i am sorry for all the shit i did
can we make a new start i still love u
keep it simple
I would but there’s no way I can speak to her face to face
u dont have to do it face to face
a letter
fb
txt
email
a_bartlett, I sowwi, oh if you have a fb add meh!! here’s the email no spaces
forbidden lovers 23 @yahoo.com
justahought can i add u.
i can add u to my group if u want too
its private
Yeah you can add me life sucks thin u die
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-xK3CJRMlk&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hdjrwMO2Lw
I’ll listen to you if you want to talk. I haven’t logged on really often on here like I used to though. Not everyday and leave it up all day when I’m home from school. But yeah, if you need someone to talk to, I’m willing to talk to you and listen.
thanks deep abyss, means a lot that you would go out your way to talk to me…
My life fucking sucks, lost the love of my life and now I cant go on, i’ve tried with other people but it’s not the same.
It can get better; it might just take some more time.
a_bartlett, I’m sorry, but you can’t blame yourself for the loss of a relationship, people change, mistakes are made, there’s two sides to one coin my friend. Finding someone else is the best way to cope, and even if you think she’s your one true love, an open heart and open mind will prove that to be false
you don’t understand. I’ve got a fucked up past/ childhood and I can’t cope
The truth is all of this has happened in order for you to take stock of your life….It’s like you’re on the sidelines of your life taking a look at how you played.
It’s now time to take that information and transform things into a new direction. That’s what happens when we judge things, we lose the golden opportunity of viewing things just as they are and then understanding we don’t have to keep making the choices that got us into that hole in the 1st place. Are you going to keep kicking yourself or kick yourself back into captaining your own ship again. Takes courage….it seems like this huge thing in your own mind, but it in the grand scheme of things (not trying to belittle your situation) it’s a couple weeks of making choices that are in service of you mentally, physically and Spiritually. You need to choose. Going over the same drama won’t do anything for you. Just take it easy, relax….things work themselves out when you allow them to. Good luck.