This past month or so I’ve been trying to move past suicide and I was succeeding but like what’s been happening for the past year my past just keeps on coming back like a big black cloud and it gets worse every time to deal with.
All I’ve done all my life is the wrong thing and I now see no matter what I do I can’t win.
I just don’t want to do this any more and that suicide is truly the only way out from this mental pain.