since i was a kid iv always felt like i dont belong in this world. i can never do anything right and dont fit in atall. i have no friends and if i do make a friend they always end up betraying me. i made a very close sucide attempt at 13 and was told my life would get better but 10 years on its not i just feel like im waiting to die to end this pain. every one says sucide is wrong, i dont agree if ur unhappy y is it wrong to take ur own life. iv been a self harmer since 11 it used to help ease the pain but now nothing does, i just feel emotionless all the time and think im just on this earth as part of a cruel joke, feel so unwanted and unloved
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There are many people on this site who feel as you do. There are many people here in their early 20s and there are many self-harmers. Keep posting. Keep coming back. You’re safe here.
I’ve neveroth at same age 🙂
I have some emotionless times it’s hard to get through this times
I even hurt people I care about “emotionally”
just because I wanted to feel anything even if I feel guilty or any bad feeling I wanted to feel something and that’s was the worst thing I’ve done while I’m on my emotionless mode
But I’ve never harm my self
I just wait until I start to feel again
I wonder if there is reason for that :/
* you are not created as joke “Deemed ye then that We had created you for naught, and that ye would not be returned unto Us? ”
Just keep searching and fighting and find for yourself a dream or goal to reach
The first weird words that’s me telling you we are same age :'( what’s wrong with my phone