Can’t believe I’ve myself again here. With a new face, a new body, a new name… a new me. Still the same old s* happens. It’s been years since the last time I was here. Can’t believe I’m actually back to be honest. I’ve been trying to avoid my reality, to not overthink it and I just realize that all I did was cheating myself. I’m broken again. I’m empty… again. And all I can think of is disappearing… I just want to be in peace. Am I ever going to get it?
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You will get your peace thinflowers. It’s only a matter of time.
I really hope so. Thanks seppuku.
peace is elusive–much like a flame. you can’t ever really catch or hold a flame–you can’t grab it is what I’m saying; but it can grab you. I think peace is a byproduct of being around the “flames” in your life that ignite your zeal and lust for life. peace follows passion.
what was your old sp handle?
It doesn’t really exists… nothing really exists at all. I need someone to light me up again. Thanks. And sorry for the ignorance… but my old sp handle?