Alone

Long ago there was a little boy (he was six years old at the time)who played all alone by himself everyday.the little boy never had any friends.the reason for this was that his mother kept having to move them from place to place for new jobs.they werent stable.because of this the boy fell behind in school and felt stupider than the rest of the kids in his grade.he also didnt know what the new trends were and what was ”cool” to the other kids.the boy tried so very very hard to fit in.he just couldnt do it.he tried and tried and tried but no luck. What very few and weak friendships he did make were short lived.the boy only ever lived in one place for six months before he moved on to a new place. He never got to know what childhood friends were.like or what it felt like to have someone by close to him.His mother was always occupied.with.work and his sister would only ever get him into trouble.his father he didnt care much for.he visited him on weekends but never really grew close to him.his father favored his sister over him.finally the boy gave up and accepted that he was alone he continued to play by himself even as he grew older.if he watched a movie and loved it he loved it by himself.with no one to understand and listen to him. If he played a.video game he did so in the confines of his room. The boy grew to love playing video games. the years went on and he kept gaming alone.rejecting the idea of going out and making friends and of growing closer to his blood relatives.His days of playing games were empty and lonly.no one to play with him and no one impress the boy grew a hole in his heart an emptiness.the boy searched for something he found it.something else he enjoyed. He found that Romance made him feel unexpectedly warm on the insode.you see the boy over the years had grown cold and uncaring towards anyone but himself.he had been dissapointed many times over the.years and it only served to make his bitter feelings towards life more intense.such as the time no one showed up for his birthday party because it happened to be especially rainy that day.or the time he got in trouble and punished for something he didnt do. He found that humans were unexpectedly warm creatures and that maybe one day he wouldnt be alone. That one day he would find someone to care about and someone to love for who they were and someone who would love him for who he was.even more years went on and little changed . He was lonlier than ever. What had changed was the emptiness inside him.it was no longer emptiness.it was darkness. In the place were he once held hope for salvation from a lonly life he now held pure hatred for everything around him. He was disgusted just to go.near other people even with his familY. The reason for this was because as he kept waiting and watching and reading about romance he started to get jealouse. jealouse that other couplez and other people had something he didnt.a way to escape lonliness….(part 2 will come soon trust me there is meaning to why im writing this story so please read)