Why is it that I can’t go a day without thinking about killing myself?
Why do the girls at school hate me so much?
Why can’t I remember what happened to me?
Why is it that I hate myself so damn much?
Why do I cut myself almost every day?
Why can’t I stop?
Why is it my parents hate who I’ve become?
Why do the churches say that being bisexual is wrong?
Why can’t I be normal?
Why is it that I can’t be with who I love because she’s a girl?
Why do the boys bully me?
Why can’t I be accepted for who I am?
Why oh why does this world have to be so god damn awful?
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Why is this world so fucked up that it can’t accept people for who they are?
Maybe its because you re too good for them. I realised that when i left my low class school (girls hated me there) and went to a better one with better kids, i was loved by all. So the fact is. You cant blame yourself for others actions.
People fear what they don’t understand. What we are is influenced by who we are but the two entities are not the same. One can be bisexual (what) and have tremendous compassion and strength (who) if that makes sense. People these days don’t bother to find out who we are and they don’t explore or connect any deeper than what they think we are. People are shallow, self-absorbed and completely devoid of the slightest bit of empathy. If you are wired with a fair measure of empathy or intuitiveness like some of us are you end up being emotional roadkill and forced to turn to self medication, cutting, etc. to cope with the pain. And others can’t deal with the fact that we can see through their bullshit and they push us away.
That, my friend is why we are hyper-focused on getting away from it all.
sorry for your pain, please dont give them any fucking attention, just be what u love. we dont have to please everybody, they should accept us as we are, any body doesn’t like this show him your midfinger.
are you interested in emailing? if you are, just mail me cuz i feel bored & look for nice friends.
1 – Probably because you’re fast asleep at night (since in your waking life, your mind would be in overdrive trying to process all these thoughts and feelings, thereby enhancing your suicidal tendencies).
2 – Girls tend to hate on woman, as woman are much more centred and know what they need in life, in comparison to simple-minded, idiotic “girls”. Haters gon’ hate, potatoes gon’ potate.
3 – You obviously remembered to forget to remember.
4 – A bi product of a hate filled world. Find what little beauty still remains in this world, grab a hold of it and learn in time to love yourself for the wonderful soul that you are.
5 – No standard solution exists. You could substitute this with less-lethal means, but of course you’d have to get to the root cause to have any effect at all.
6 – Can’t means won’t; won’t means jail..erm…I mean you’d probably have to rewire yourself to get rid of can’t from your vocabulary. Then again – you don’t have to stop, but perhaps you need to channel it in other ways.
7 – Don’t get me started on parents. Become a person in your own right and do not let the misguided concepts of your parents dictate who and what you become. Love your parents, but keep your distance and know that you needn’t cater to their every desire. Never forget common sense and if something doesn’t feel right – it probably isn’t.
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9 – What is this “normal” you speak of?
10 – I know plenty of same sex couples. Don’t pander to some religious zealots or societal norms – dare to be different (especially if it’ll make you happy or at the very least “comfortable”).
11 – Boys will be idiots…I mean boys. One in the same. Don’t pay them any mind, unless they get physical, in which case you come get me and I’ll introduce them to my elbow.
12 – Sigh. This world just keeps getting worse by the day. We accept you here at SP. You do yo’ thang, girl. Ain’t nothing to it…
13 – You’re preaching to the choir, sister. One day I’ll have an answer for you, and on that very same day Gabriel will blow his horn…“and you will know the truth, and the truth shall set you free”.