My newest and probably last song. I havent been on for a bit. I have really been trying to feel better. But I cant. She is the most beautiful woman in the world and the 2 of them were my everything. I dont want to do this without them. I cant keep going on faking that im ok. Im not. Soon, I will be gone and I wont be a burden or bother to anyone anymore.
I hope one day she sees this and will know how much they ment to me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-vGzh3tj1Y
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It’s not really my kind of music but that was a really nice song. Maybe she will see it sooner than later and it will mean something to her. I hope so.
Well I watched that. Like copelessness, I must say that’s not the music I stream through my headphones. But hey, it’s what you like. This shows you and I like that. It was from very deep within, I could tell.
Missing people definitely takes its toll… Most painful thing I have ever experienced. By far. This is a pain I most definitely understand and can hope for nothing but for it to end. The pain, not your life… Not yet.