All I can ask for is help at this point. I feel like the further I go in life the more I wish I could just stand still. Fear is all I feel most of the time. I fell it when I’m at school, when I go out, when I’m talking to my bestfriend, when I’m talking to anyone. It’s the fear of being judge, rejected, the fear of not being accepted. Fear is not all I feel though. I fell well in the only way I can put it… Alone. Alone and scared. I feel alone bc I feel there is nothing more I can do besides cry. I feel like there is no one here. No one listening no one who cares if I live or die. Scared of what happens next. Scared of what will come scared of the uncertain. I’m scared of life. I’m scared of what it means for me. I’m scared that I mite not even wanna wake up in the morning and when I do I’m scared that I mite wanna go back to sleep and never wake up. I can’t fight this feeling of hopelessness. This feeling of fear… So please help me…?
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There is no need to be scared. The universe has a way of working itself out. It makes the uncertainty that you are feeling become a bit more certain. Your feelings of hopelessness will go away if you shine a light on the darkness and the scary thoughts. It will get better. I know it will.
Unfortunately life is full of surprises and uncertainties, it’s just the way things are, it’s the way you deal with them that counts and you will make some mistakes in life, that’s how you learn but don’t dwell on whose errors just move on. You will be accepted by those who will care about you and the few who may judge and reject you aren’t worth bothering about. You may have a feeling of hopelessness at the moment but there is always hope for the future if you can look forward and try to imagine where you want to go in life.
I agree with you 100% but at the same time. The feeling doesn’t go away. The dark is a scarey place. Not even the brightest light can take away all the darkness.