I’m so sick of being literally ignored by the people around me of these extreme feelings. Literally ignored. I say something, and they act as if nothing was said. I attempted suicide before, and I want to do it again. I do not know why I couldnt have just died the first time. As if anybody cares. If anybody cared I wouldn’t be in this situation right now. I have sought help through counseling but I have found it to not work for me. I find myself wanting to hang myself everyday. I want to so much. I know its my only hope but I still haven’t the courage to do anything. I am going to hang myself, maybe not tonight. But it will happen sooner rather than later. Life just is not for everyone.
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What you’re describing sounds awful. There’s really no excuse for that kind of behavior, and I’m usually pretty optimistic about other people’s motives.
I know you tried counseling, but have you considered joining a support group? They can be hit or miss, but it’s a way to reach out to people that want to listen and know what it’s like to be ignored.