its not that i want to be depressed, i guess its just the fact that i am but i have no good reason to be. so maybe if i got cancer, or a family member died, or something along those lines happened then i would have an excuse to feel the way i feel.
I think you get to a point where it’s like what does it matter? You’ve given up so why fight? Fight for what? I know I’m a good person and I like to think I’m worthwhile but people have treated me like that’s definitely not the case so why fight? There comes a point where there is no point in the struggle…just no point.
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Why do you fantasize about bad things happening in order to be depressed?
Why do you want to be depressed?
I hope I am not misunderstanding your post and please feel free to correct my assumptions if you need to.
I think OP means a reason to justify the fact they are currently depressed
its not that i want to be depressed, i guess its just the fact that i am but i have no good reason to be. so maybe if i got cancer, or a family member died, or something along those lines happened then i would have an excuse to feel the way i feel.
I think you get to a point where it’s like what does it matter? You’ve given up so why fight? Fight for what? I know I’m a good person and I like to think I’m worthwhile but people have treated me like that’s definitely not the case so why fight? There comes a point where there is no point in the struggle…just no point.