I want desperately to die. Theres deep dark secretes that I havnt told anyone and everything is eating me alive. Just to name a few:
I think I have cancer
My mom is an alcoholic
I cut
Family issues
Forever alone
I know some seem stupid, but its true. Everyone hates me because I have my own mind. I do what I want. I try to do my best to do what Im told, but I fuck everything up. Im not fit to be around people. I just want to die. Life sucks dick and im ready to leave. Someone please help me. I want to die so bad, but im scarred to do it myself. I want a fast, painless way to die, and that I dont have to do it. Ive looked up stuff before, but none fit me. Maybe I just need a friend. What the Fuck am i saying?! Im saying that im weak! Im showing that im weak by even coming on this site and saying this! Everyone says im mentaly deranged, so maybe this is why im on here. But IM NOT!!! I know im not! HELP ME!!
3 comments
Calm down hun. There are things in life that no one should ever have to deal with and you seem like you’ve seen your fair share, but keep your chin up. Things do get better. Try and find a friend where you live that you can confide in, if you need someone to talk to I’m always here 🙂
This is me, all the way.
StarWarsFan,
Personally, I have found those who have their own mind are often scorned by others. It’s unfortunate, but true.
The problems you listed are challenging to be sure, but most of them can be overcome. Best wishes with your medical situation and I hope you are cancer-free.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)