I can never do anything right in this world. Everything i touch i destroy. Everything i do isnt good enough for anybody. Why cant they see im trying my best to succeed in this world. Mom and brothers think i wont go to college and become someone. I just cant anymore im so stressed and fustrated with myself that i cant do anything right to make anybody proud of me…. im such a screw up sometimes i wish i wasnt born……
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I am the same screw up as you are. As the years went by I just stop trying to to something useful because I realized that I will never be useful to do anything and anywhere. if you stop trying you will be less disappointed – one of the trick I learned to ease my disappointment I have in my loser life.
Hi Martin, I completely agree with you. When we stop trying, we can avoid disappointment. It also reduces anxiety and anger.
All that anybody can ask from you is that you try your best. At the end of the day, if you worked as hard as you could, then you did just that. Study hard and you’ll make it into college. Lots of Moms pressure their kids. I’m not saying it’s pleasant but she probably just wants the best for you. Accept the challenge. Succeed. You’re not a screw-up.
Hi Janeth, I feel your pain almost exactly :(. The only difference between you and me is: I ALWAYS wish I was never born.