I’m so confused…like during the day I’m fine and all but when I get home I just get these voices in my head telling me that I’m worthless and ugly and so many more names. I try to let out my pain by cutting but it doesn’t work anymore…I don’t feel it…I’m numb. I’m scared to tell my friends that I harm myself because they make jokes about people killing themselves and hurting themselves…I can’t lose them because they are all I have…I’m dying on the inside…I’m trapped…if I lose them then it’ll drive me off the edge…I’m scared to ask for help…I’m scared of judgment…I just don’t know what to do…I’m so lost and…confused.
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If one of your friends came to you and told you this story and needed advice what would you say? Do you have family you can speak to? or maybe a counsellor at school? There is no reason why your friends have to know. Although if they are the kind to judge and make fun of you then maybe they are not good friends.