So I’ve been fighting through terrible depression for a lot of years. I was in an abusive relationship for over a decade where my insecurities anxieties and depression were used to keep me blind and dumb. All my friends have moved or disappeared. I was not raised to communicate or express myself properly.
All of this has lead to me just spending my days wishing I could die. Apparently this would upset too many people.
My question is why can’t I? Why can’t I have what I want? I just want peace. I don’t feel like a real person anymore and I just want to stop suffering. Why do I need consent to stop suffering.
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and it’s time. I can’t go on any longer the pain and worry, the hopelessness it’s too much and I’m too alone. I know no one cares but good bye.
How about reaching out for help? If you’re suffering alone, it can be difficult to see the light. I’ve been in similar shoes. A few years back, there was nothing but darkness. It took a lot until I finally reached out. Life won’t always be sunny but it doesn’t have to be all-dark. Speaking with someone might help you and give you some support to move forward. Giving up isn’t the answer.
it is the answer. i tried yesterday but i threw up all the pills after passing out. next time i will use a more sure fire method