I watched a video of a man killing himself today.
He was some American politician that was accused of something and the day before his trial he called a press conference and shot himself on live TV.
I should have looked away and turned it off, but I watched it over and over again.
I should have been horrified by the violence but I was amazed by how quickly it was over for him.
This can’t be a good sign.
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I have an unhealthy obsession of looking up suicide vids on the web too… At least I know in which ways I DON’T want to kill myself. Sorry no positive remarks from me except hang in there.