You know that feeling you get, when the air feels so thick it’s hard to breath?
When if feels like what’s going on is just a dream?
A nightmare?
When you don’t feel like living or leaving your room?
When society is the enemy?
How about when you feel like crying for hours upon hours; but you can’t cause tears won’t form?
When you feel dead, like a walking corps?
When you feel that SUICIDE is the only way to fix it; but you are scared of death?
No?
How about when you feel like the world has betray you?
When you feel everyone hates you?
Like your alone?
When you are desperate for someone, anyone to care; but then don’t?
When life just gets better and the worries and troubles are gone?
When you just don’t care?
When you feel everything is better and you’ll never feel horrible again; but in the blink of the eye you hurt again?
It hurts all over again.
Its a never ending cycle
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Hey stuff, yea, the feeling totally sucks.
You never know what kind of day it’s going to be, even when it seems like it’s going well.
Totally agree with you on the never ending cycle part… well as long as you’re alive at any rate…
Sorry you’re having such a bad day though, I hope things get a little better for you =/