I just can’t explain how f**** up I feel right now. I actually recovered from this thoughts, went out, fell in love and got treated like crap. I ll never forget my shitty life. I cannot find taste in any food and my website is left unupdated. Feeling sick already with a serious headache. I just don’t know why I fell in love again, I just don’t know why I left the suicide project. I never even felt this bad wen I WS in here. Rocketmanpls do say something. I ve know you for a long time as a shoulder, pls do let me lean on it one more time
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We all fall in and out of love, its part of life. Sometimes, more often than not, it leaves us bruised and broken. We cant let others dictate how we feel about ourselves, especially when they treated us like shit because they are so down on themselves that they feel the need to have others in their life feel just as low.
I love the Beatles and in so many their songs they say that love is everything, its all we need and its what makes life worth living, but we need to be careful who we give that love to. Im sorry this has happened to you again. Ive been there and know what youre feeling and going through. I hate giving someone my trust and they use it against you.
You deserve more and you will get it. Sometimes spending alone time can be such a healer when your heart has been bashed. Go out with friends or family, dont get mixed up with any guys. Focus on you and loving yourself and who you are, then you will find the love you deserve. Ive been there and done it. I was alone for years, I got to love the quirks I had, my tastes, my humour, then I found my true love, my only love. And this will happen for you too.
You guys on here know just how to heal a wounded heart.
I hope you mean that.
When my ex-wife and I split, I took it hard, but she made it worse by texting me, telling me how useless I am, that Im a fuck up and a lot of other nasty shit. She blamed a lot of what went wrong in her life on me and that she was so happy to see the back of me. She wouldnt let up. Even though I had moved out, moved on, she kept up the abuse. I wish I could say it didnt hurt, but I gave her my all and now she was shoving down my throat and harrassing me about it.
But I still gave love a chance, after a while I went out and put myself out there. Sometimes with good results, often with bad.
How old are you, if I can ask?
Lesswill, yeah we go back a bit! sorry about the feeling shitty , your not alone! I left the project myself not by choice but looks like they gave me a reprieve, think I talk about methods to much, I’ve changed my style, anyways, old friend I can’t say much about how to turn things around, I myself drink vodka constantly, I have ex girls friends trying to destroy me, my job has gotten harder by 10 x, but the more that gets thrown at you at first seems unbearable, but you get stronger because of it, you carry on after while you just accept it, keep up the good fight! don’t let anyone take you down.