no its nature fault..
by the way you are an autistic person .
So how your life is different from others??
can you tell us your some behaviors that people calls strange or autism characteristic???
i wants to know your struggle
my life is different from 99.9% people.. well there is some’thing’ in my appearance.. some’thing’ in my behavior that makes me disgusting to people.. so no one wants anything to do with me.. when i try to be friendly to people they think i am being rude(thanks to my ugly face) i still havent figured out what that ‘thing’ is… when i was 4 yrs old i had tonns of friends(because at that age people dont judge your behavior and appearance.. and besides i was a very cute baby..) but as i grew older i started having a lot of difficulty making friends… in my high school life i had only 6 friends… but even they werent very good friends.. they used to hurt me saying ” you are a dumb kid” and the rest of the class used to bully me non stop.. even the teachers used to make fun of me.. now i am in university and cant even find anyone who finds me interesting enough to spend even a second of his/her time with me… everyday i come home i cry.. as humans most of our lives success depends on dealing with people.. and if an unfortunate someone doesnt have the abilty to attract people then there is no life for that unfortunate person.. so here i am.. i have no money.. no job.. no friends… no gfs.. no social life.. just sittting on my bed typing non sense on my laptop.. i think dehydraton will do the trick.. 2 weeks more and i will be gone…
have you found any therapists or something of the sort that are specialized in autism to help you cope and improve your social skills? especially in a guy, confidence is everything, everyone is naturally attracted to the charismatic and lively which *can* be achieved by anyone given the right help, guidance and effort
I followed my former classmates where most of them achieved academic success and also other things like getting a job in writing articles, getting put in a fashion magazine, getting copious awards etc
thanks for your intention to help me but i am pretty sure there is no way for me to get a normal life… suicide is my only option.. i am trying the dehydration method..
maybe you could look up techniques online to help you improve your social skills? I used to have debilitating social anxiety and lost complete grasp on how to interact with people and after reading some books on the subject and articles online it has improved to a visible degree, I am no longer nearly as awkward as I used to be, making “weird” jokes at the wrong time and other things that made people uncomfortable and awkward around me, I now interact with people comfortably and an not much of an anomaly now. but then again I don’t have autism so I don’t know what could be effective for you.
dehydration is a terrible method, one of the worst and most painful ones out there! 2 weeks is a LONG time, and dehydration makes you go crazy, have hallucinations and is excruciating, it’s not pretty
do you have any online friends? another thing that helped me was talking verbally to people online before transitioning to physically talking to someone else. it’s not as intimidating because you can hang up if you feel uncomfortable and they don’t have to see you directly.
you’ve made plenty of comments on SP you have lots to talk about 🙂 you can talk about what it’s like to live in Bangladesh, interests, likes, dislikes, you should find someone that you can even vent your frustration and feelings to. if you talk to someone you shouldn’t be the only one giving things to talk about. there are many nice people on SP that could possibly help you in terms of having companionship
oh yeah? then why dont you chat with me on facebook… i am 100% sure you will get bored after a few minutes… and then you wont even see my profile again…
I got rid of my facebook months ago because I couldn’t stand to see everyone achieve higher success and move on with their lives, it’s not a good place for people that have a tendency to compare themselves to others
I too could call myself a ‘fuckingloser’ lol, I have quite bad bipolar disorder that has interfered with my ability to achieve many milestones in life, your autism is no fault of yours (if that’s what it is) op, please cut yourself a bit of slack for things that are beyond your control. It’s nothing to do with ‘stupidiy’ either, try not to make these kind of value judgments about yourself, you probably have a disability that’s beyond your control to some extent, all we can do is start where we are and make the best of ourselves. Don’t give up, you are as valuable as anyone else!
What kind of jeans you got? wranglers? or something? get the fuck out of those jeans and put on a new pair, ones that nobody has ever worn. then you might! I say you might have a cute booty! shake it baby!!!!!
are you high or anything? if it was that easy for me then i wouldnt be wasting time online.. i would be busy banging chicks and making money… i have already said that i am autistic and not a normal person. i am so poor.. ah whatever its useless ..
lol I actually think rocketman is always high as fuck when he is on here. Maybe that is why he is the rocketman? Or maybe he is just bipolar and only comments during his manic phases.
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no its nature fault..
by the way you are an autistic person .
So how your life is different from others??
can you tell us your some behaviors that people calls strange or autism characteristic???
i wants to know your struggle
my life is different from 99.9% people.. well there is some’thing’ in my appearance.. some’thing’ in my behavior that makes me disgusting to people.. so no one wants anything to do with me.. when i try to be friendly to people they think i am being rude(thanks to my ugly face) i still havent figured out what that ‘thing’ is… when i was 4 yrs old i had tonns of friends(because at that age people dont judge your behavior and appearance.. and besides i was a very cute baby..) but as i grew older i started having a lot of difficulty making friends… in my high school life i had only 6 friends… but even they werent very good friends.. they used to hurt me saying ” you are a dumb kid” and the rest of the class used to bully me non stop.. even the teachers used to make fun of me.. now i am in university and cant even find anyone who finds me interesting enough to spend even a second of his/her time with me… everyday i come home i cry.. as humans most of our lives success depends on dealing with people.. and if an unfortunate someone doesnt have the abilty to attract people then there is no life for that unfortunate person.. so here i am.. i have no money.. no job.. no friends… no gfs.. no social life.. just sittting on my bed typing non sense on my laptop.. i think dehydraton will do the trick.. 2 weeks more and i will be gone…
same here bro..
have you found any therapists or something of the sort that are specialized in autism to help you cope and improve your social skills? especially in a guy, confidence is everything, everyone is naturally attracted to the charismatic and lively which *can* be achieved by anyone given the right help, guidance and effort
i dont have the money to see a good therapist… my case is quite complex..
do you have insurance? is it possible for you to get any?
i live in bangladesh… nothing like that is possible..
ah wow, I have no idea how the system works there, excuse me for assuming you lived in the US
I followed my former classmates where most of them achieved academic success and also other things like getting a job in writing articles, getting put in a fashion magazine, getting copious awards etc
if your autism obstructs you from working you should seek applying for disability
thanks for your intention to help me but i am pretty sure there is no way for me to get a normal life… suicide is my only option.. i am trying the dehydration method..
maybe you could look up techniques online to help you improve your social skills? I used to have debilitating social anxiety and lost complete grasp on how to interact with people and after reading some books on the subject and articles online it has improved to a visible degree, I am no longer nearly as awkward as I used to be, making “weird” jokes at the wrong time and other things that made people uncomfortable and awkward around me, I now interact with people comfortably and an not much of an anomaly now. but then again I don’t have autism so I don’t know what could be effective for you.
dehydration is a terrible method, one of the worst and most painful ones out there! 2 weeks is a LONG time, and dehydration makes you go crazy, have hallucinations and is excruciating, it’s not pretty
i am trying things like that but i see no improvements.. thanks a lot for your replies…
do you have any online friends? another thing that helped me was talking verbally to people online before transitioning to physically talking to someone else. it’s not as intimidating because you can hang up if you feel uncomfortable and they don’t have to see you directly.
i am so stupid that i cant find anything to talk about online and thus i dont even have online friends
you’ve made plenty of comments on SP you have lots to talk about 🙂 you can talk about what it’s like to live in Bangladesh, interests, likes, dislikes, you should find someone that you can even vent your frustration and feelings to. if you talk to someone you shouldn’t be the only one giving things to talk about. there are many nice people on SP that could possibly help you in terms of having companionship
oh yeah? then why dont you chat with me on facebook… i am 100% sure you will get bored after a few minutes… and then you wont even see my profile again…
I got rid of my facebook months ago because I couldn’t stand to see everyone achieve higher success and move on with their lives, it’s not a good place for people that have a tendency to compare themselves to others
things like that appear only if you follow rich and successful people… and like them..
whoops replied to the wrong comment, it’s up there^
I too could call myself a ‘fuckingloser’ lol, I have quite bad bipolar disorder that has interfered with my ability to achieve many milestones in life, your autism is no fault of yours (if that’s what it is) op, please cut yourself a bit of slack for things that are beyond your control. It’s nothing to do with ‘stupidiy’ either, try not to make these kind of value judgments about yourself, you probably have a disability that’s beyond your control to some extent, all we can do is start where we are and make the best of ourselves. Don’t give up, you are as valuable as anyone else!
thanks for your kind words louise..
iamafingloser,
What kind of jeans you got? wranglers? or something? get the fuck out of those jeans and put on a new pair, ones that nobody has ever worn. then you might! I say you might have a cute booty! shake it baby!!!!!
are you high or anything? if it was that easy for me then i wouldnt be wasting time online.. i would be busy banging chicks and making money… i have already said that i am autistic and not a normal person. i am so poor.. ah whatever its useless ..
lol I actually think rocketman is always high as fuck when he is on here. Maybe that is why he is the rocketman? Or maybe he is just bipolar and only comments during his manic phases.
oh rocketman is bipolar? sorry i didnt know that..