Mother’s day. I don’t know……
I just gotta say you shouldn’t just appreciate your mom on mother’s day, you should appreciate her every single day. One day when she’s long gone you won’t be able to to tell her how much she means to you or how much you love her. One day she will be gone and you won’t get another.
I gotta admit, I wasn’t the best daughter. I always had some type of anger problems with her. Like sometimes, I have to say, and it hurts to say it, I would hit her. I would get mad and I would be rude. I wouldn’t listen but deep down I loved her so dearly.
Whenever she would be taking a nap or just at random moments I would go in my room and I would tell God “I promise I’ll be good but don’t take her away from me. I need her. I’ll behave if you don’t take her”. He took her anyways. No matter how much I prayed, she was still taken away from me. And there was nothing I could do to stop it.
She is long gone and there’s nothing left for me to do. She took everything I had with her. I got nothing left.
I believe in heaven and hell. I believe there is a God somewhere. I believe that if I decide to commit suicide I will go to hell and I would never get to see her again.
My most desired wish is to see her again. Laughing; smiling; being happy. I want to be with her because she’s the only person I ever had and once she was gone I had no one to turn to. At least all I can do now is look at the sky and whisper to it “Mom, I love you”.
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Then that sounds like a good enough reason not commit suicide to me. We all lose people close to us, it’s life. It sucks so bad, but at least we were privileged enough to know these people and privileged to remember them. And I agree. We should appreciate out mothers every day.
when a thing/person becomes scarce, our love/desire for that thing/person becomes twice/more than twice.
Wonderful sentiment, if I believed in an afterlife, I would have to think that she heard you.