Bitter sweet truth..

Met this cool guy that seemed like everything I wanted. But the way we met ruined any chances of anything normal or positive happening. And not to mention he lives in a different city and our lives are leading us down different paths. I went to see him and we had dinner and we talked and got to know each other I guess. Once I got home things started clicking and I realized that he lied about how old he was. I don’t know why he did either way it doesn’t matter. It was disappointing but when we talked the things he said I honestly hope were true. I have never in my 24 years of life met a guy who viewed children the way that he did. He said children should be given constant love, care, and appreciation. Wow, I know grown men that don’t realize that and to have some glimmer of hope that there are some guys that believe in cherishing kids melts my heart. They way he talked about them about the things one should do it was amazing to hear. So despite the fact that he lied about his age and that nothing real will ever exist between us he has given me some glimmer of hope. If only I can find a man who is good in all the ways that matter and one who shares that view on kids then maybe I can have my family. Because even if the relationship won’t last I know that as a father this man will care for his kid.