I thought about suicide again today. The pill bottle was in my reach. All I had to do was grab it and walk to my room, but I didn’t. While I was walking by all I could think was “Life is worth living. You have to live.” Now I know I should have done it. The pain I feel everyday is like a whole getting bigger and bigger. It feels like someone is scraping the inside of my chest out. I just get so angry and I try to calm down. There is this method my Mom told me about. She always said “Count to ten and all is well again.” It helps for about three seconds and then the monsterous pain returns.
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I can tell you now.. over dosing doesn’t always work. My best friend for example, she over dosed and just had a seizer. I am not telling you to kill yourself. But I understand why you would want to .. I do all the time. But then I think I can do this and so can you. Stay strong.
You should try to listen to your mom more.. Idk maybe she’s not but, if she’s a big part of your life u should spend some time with her or time talking to her.. You can do this! wether you count to ten or three if it helps just a little keep trying it. It may just get better.. Stay strong <33
If life is worth living why would you order yourself you have to live?And which is the part where you fool yourself?The part that life is wroth living?Or that you have to live it?
Think about it.